If I lose myself tonight...

I dedicate this song to those special, amazing people who have made a difference in my life. You may not think that you're on the list, oh but you are. My heart is exploding with so much love! Even if I have only known you for a few weeks, you have made a huge difference. You know who you are and I will tell you as soon as I get the chance to. Thank you :-).

Life is full of surprises
<3,

Paul Baloche - The Same Love

You choose the humble and raise them high
You choose the weak and make them strong
You heal our brokenness inside
And give us life

The same love that set the captives free
The same love that opened eyes to see
Is calling us all by name
You are calling us all by name
The same God that spread the heavens wide
The same God that was crucified
Is calling us all by name
You are calling us all by name

You take the faithless one aside
And speak the words “You are mine”
You call the cynic and the proud
Come to me now

The same love that set the captives free
The same love that opened eyes to see
Is calling us all by name
You are calling us all by name
The same God that spread the heavens wide
The same God that was crucified
Is calling us all by name
You are calling us all by name

You’re calling You’re calling
You’re calling us to the cross
You’re calling You’re calling
You’re calling us to the cross

Two is Better Than One

To the one with whom I am in love,



"Then maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one"


-onefourthree-

Warren Barfield - Love Is Not a Fight

Soundtrack of one of my favourite movies, Fireproof.

Love is not a place
To come and go as we please
It's a house we enter in
Then commit to never leave

So lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us to our knees

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

To some, love is a word
That they can fall into
But when they're falling out
Keeping that word is hard to do

Love will come to save us
If we'll only call
He will ask nothing from us
But demand we give our all

I will fight for you
Would you fight for me?
It's worth fighting for

Clara Chung - Heartstrings

Hey baby, it's easy

to believe in you and me

The smiling, the laughing

It's comin' so easily

It's a funny thing, this love thing

It only falls into my arms

When I'm not looking for it at all

Hey baby, you're doing

All the things that make me

Sing sing sing sing sing sing

Untying these heartstrings

That I've been triple knotting

I wanna take it slow and that's okay with you

See, I'm finished making the same old mistakes

I won't let us fall

You put a smile

You put a smile on my heart

You put a smile

You put a smile on my heart

They're coming all undone

My heartstrings

Hey darling, see these wings?

They're not clipped anymore

I'm singing and shaking off

My silence with this voice

It's a funny thing, this love thing

You're always on the

Same page, same line, same letter

We're gonna go far

Brian Littrell - In Christ Alone

Brian Littrell - In Christ Alone

In Christ alone will I glory,
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory
In the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
For only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord

Hillsong United - Age To Age

You gave me hope

You made me whole

At the cross

You took my place

You showed me grace

At the cross

Where You died for me

And His glory appears

Like the light from the sun

Age to age He shines

Oh, look to the skies

Hear the angels cry

Singing, "Holy is the Lord"

"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." ~ John 3:16

Superchic[k] - Beauty From Pain

Beauty From Pain by Superchic[k]

The lights go out all around me

One last candle to keep out the night

And then the darkness surrounds me

I know I'm alive

But I feel like I died

And all that's left is to accept that it's over

My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made

I try to keep warm but I just grow colder

I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed

I still will remain

After I've cried my last

There'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today

Someday I'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me

The best I can do is just get through the day

When life before is only a memory

I wonder why God lets me walk through this place

And though I can't understand why this happened

I know that I will when I look back someday

And see how you've brought beauty from ashes

And made me as gold purified through these flames

Here I am at the end of me

Trying to hold to what I can't see

I forgot how to hope

This night's been so long

I cling to your promise

There will be a dawn

After all this has passed

I still will remain

After I've cried my last

There'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today

Someday I'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain

Darlene Zschech - Change Your World

Though I'm many miles away
How could I forget the day
I held you close
And my heart was changed forever

Though I'm many miles away
I'll forever hear you say
I am Your child
Please, will you love me
Won't you stay
My little one

I live to change your world
I live to change your world
Oh how you've changed my world
Know the kindness of God
Will make a way

There's not a day that passes by
When I don't hear your hungry cry
I won't forget you
Oh how I love you
Just be strong
My little one

I live to change your world
I live to change your world
Oh how you've changed my world
Know the kindness of God
Will make a way

He rejoices over you with singing
He will quiet you with His love
I know you'll be dancing
Though your heart is heavy
Heaven will make a way
Just hold on

I live to change your world
I live to change your world
Oh how you've changed my world
Know the kindness of God
Will make a way

And when the night is long
And hunger is your song
Breathe again and know
To hope is never wrong

Change your world

Oceans of mercy calling
Heaven will rain again

Nikita - Oleh Kuasa DarahMu

Saat ku masuk kehadiratMu
Bawa persembahan ke tempat kudusMu
Pujian kunaikkan sembah kuberikan
BagiMu Allah yang mulia

Kau layakkanku, menghampiriMu
Melihat tahta kemuliaanMu Tuhan
Pujian kunaikkan sembah kuberikan
BagiMu Allah yang mulia

Oleh kuasa darahMu
Kau t'lah tebus dosaku
KekudusanMu melingkupiku
KasihMu mengalir
Memulihkan hidupku
Sungguh besar Anug'rahMu
Kau s'lamatkan hidupku
Kumenjadi ciptaan yang baru
Oleh kuasa darahMu

Brooke Fraser - Flags

This song is taken from her newest album, Flags, which is absolutely incredible. If you haven't already, go buy the album and support her!! It's available on iTunes and here.

Come, tell me your trouble
I'm not your answer
But I'm a listening ear

Reality has left you reeling
All facts and no feeling
No faith and all fear

I don't know why a good man will fall
While a wicked one stands
And our lives blow about
Like flags on the land

Who's at fault is not important
Good intentions lie dormant
And we're all to blame

While apathy acts like an ally
My enemy and I are one and the same

I don't know why the innocents fall
While the monsters still stand
And our lives blow about
Like flags on the land

I don't know why our words are so proud
Yet their promise soothing
And our lives blow about
Like flags in the wind

You who mourn will be comforted
You who hunger will hunger no more
All the last shall be first
Of this I am sure

You who weep now will laugh again
All you lonely be lonely no more
Yes, the last will be first
Of this I'm sure

I don't know why the innocents fall
While the monsters stand
I don't know why the little ones thirst
But I know the last shall be first
I know the last shall be first
I know the last shall be first

Your Love Never Fails

This song perfectly fits my current situation. It's amazing.

Your Love Never Fails - Jesus Culture

Nothing can separate
Even if I ran away
Your love never fails

I know I still make mistakes, but
You have new mercy for me everyday
Your love never fails

You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There may be pain in the night
But joy comes in the morning
And when the oceans rage
I don’t have to be afraid
Because I know that you love me
And your love never fails

The wind is strong and the water’s deep, but
I’m not alone here in these open seas
'Cause your love never fails

The chasm was far too wide
I never thought I’d reach the other side
But your love never fails

You make all things, work together for my good

None But Jesus

Blue Gravity

I'm feeling a little inarticulate at this particular moment, so this post will be exceptionally special. Just last night, after a rather peculiar incident, I decided to scribble down my experience in my book of songs and I thought I'd share this one with my readers.

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I'm losing words to say to you

There's nothing else that I can do

And this thriving silence in our dialogue,

It corrupts my hopeful dreamery

Your eyes tell me one thing

Yet what I'm acquiring

Is not my prior expectation

Which was full of sweet-scented beads

I may be too blind to see

Thus am hesitant to make believe

Baby, will you please answer me

Only then I can stop to grieve

Can you feel the cold breeze rushing in

Benumbing all my simple senses

I try to stay up, but oh blue, blue gravity

Keeps pulling me down, harder every time

© Hazel 2009

Hillsong United - Rest in You

Your faithfulness endures always
Where mountains fall and reason fails
And You calm the raging seas
And You calm the storms in me, again

All I know is I find rest in You
All I know is I find rest in You

My heart will praise throughout the night
Where singing seems a sacrifice
Your grace is all I need
Your grace is all I need

“Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away.”

~ Matthew 24:35

Eva Cassidy - Time After Time

Eva Cassidy - Time After Time

Lying in my bed

I hear the clock tick,

And think of you

Turning in circles confusion

Is nothing new

Flashback to warm nights

Almost left behind

Suitcase of memories,

Time after

Sometimes you picture me

I'm walking too far ahead

You're calling to me, I can't hear

What you have said

And you say go slow

I fall behind

The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting

Time after time

Time after time

After your picture fades and darkness has

Turned to grey

Watching through windows I’m wondering

If you’re OK

And you say go slow

I fall behind

The drum beats out of time